Purpose Statement

In my ASC Bible Study group, we've been studying the book, Calm My Anxious Heart. It's a really awesome book for women on finding contentment in God. Anyway, this week it asked us to write out on paper our life purpose statement. At first I thought it was a little cheesy, but the more I thought about it, the more I realized how useful it would be from an accountability point of view to have one. So I got a little creative with it.

I should preface this by saying that whenever I'm struggling in my relationship with the Lord, whether because of apathy or impatience in His timing, worship through music always fixes my eyes back on God and who He is.


My purpose is

"to be an instrument of the Living God,
my life a melody to His name.
So I will testify,
giving all my life,
I'll live to glorify my King."
~Sarah Reeves

and

"to be like a musician who gives no thought to the audience approval, if I can only catch a look of approval from my Conductor."
~Oswald Chambers

God is the Master Composer and Conductor of my life. He delights in carefully arranging each note, so that I may be a sweet song to His name. My sole purpose is to have eyes of faith, focused on God so that each note may be played to its fullest measure, for His praise and honor alone. Thus I leave this verse,

"Cheerfully pleasing God is the main thing, and that's what we aim to do, regardless of our conditions." 2 Corinthians 2:5 (The Message)

Bike Wreck Number Two

This was way more serious than my first.
Last night, as I painfully slipped into bed, I praised God that I could laugh about the following event.
My cousin and I have been spending a lot of time together, which has been so great! One thing we love to do is find back-road bike trails and ride them a couple of weekends out of the month. We'd probably gone about ten miles, me trailing close behind her, when all of the sudden, her bike slipped off the road and into the curb. Since we were on a slight downgrade, we were going faster than normal, and I wasn't even pedaling, just enjoying an easy coast.

In an instant she was on the ground, and me and my bike literally ran over her. I don't remember how I landed, all I can recall is looking up and seeing a car hit its breaks, Morgan (adrenaline must've been pumping through her like crazy) jumping up and getting safely to the curb, and me doing the same.

Once I regained composure, I looked over to see if Morgan was okay. She wasn't. We called her husband, Dave, who is a police officer and he got there super fast. It took him about five seconds to decide she'd had a concussion and needed to go the hospital. So they took me home and they went on they're way.

Morgan is fine and so am I, thanks to the protecting hand of God. I praise Him alone for keeping us safe. Yes we are sore, and a bit banged up, but all things considered, it's not too bad. God prevented broken bones, and any other serious head trauma, He kept moving cars away from us and got us safely to the curb. He brought Dave to the rescue and got Morgan to the clinic lightning fast.

It was the scariest, most exhilarating experience of my life to date... and a pretty good conversation starter! haha

A Tour Through The Hills

For Spring Break, my family (minus dad who had to work) drove to the hill country. My mom calls this her happy place and I can definitely see why. It is so beautiful. We had so much fun spending time with one another and enjoying the beautiful scenery. First we stopped at Mt. Bonnell near Austin and headed to Marble Falls. The next morning we drove to Enchanted Rock for a tough climb well worth the effort. Jill and I had some quality sister time as we explored and took pictures in a mini-cave. What a great little vacation!

Retreat in Retrospect

Retreat was so wonderful.
A bit crazy at times amidst the preparations, but it was so cool getting see God work throughout the whole thing! My computer crashed the week before Retreat and I know it was God proving how in control he is. Without my precious computer, Retreat still happened and it was awesome. The weather was perfect, Raquel and Amanda did beautifully as worship leaders, and all of the girls were such troopers with their tents... or lack there of! haha

My hope for retreat was to create (and I use that term very loosely since we were literally out in God's creation haha) an environment where girls could feel relaxed enough to have a great time yet be a bit uncomfortable so they'd be stretched and challenged. And I'm pretty sure that happened.

Random funny story; around 2am, a group of boys road through our campsite on their bikes! They were whoopin' and hollerin and in their boxers! ... all I could do was laugh.

The girls loved Liz and her honesty, she talked about the different fires of life and how you see God in them; she used the story of Shadrach, Meshach, and Abendego as an illustration. When we donated the rest of our retreat budget to AIDS Foundation Houston, (an organization Liz supports b/c her neighbor died from it) she asked me to talk on the radio and talk about it. I was pretty nervous, but it was so much fun. My family and friends got to hear me share the heart of ASC and our passion for Jesus Christ and his children. (It was so weird and cool to hear my voice on the radio, I can't imagine doing that for a living!)

For Liz's thoughts about Retreat, read her blog post :)

http://lizjordanksbj.blogspot.com/2009/03/my-aggie-sisters.html

It has been such a blessing to serve as Retreat Chair for ASC. Planning an event for two hundred girls has stretched me in ways I never thought possible, and I thank God for the challenge.

Celebrating 72 Years of Life

My grandmother turned 72 yesterday and we celebrated her birthday in an intimate family gathering. She has been such an important figure throughout my entire entire life, but I can't help realize how little I know about her. She's poured out so much love over me and yet this wonderful woman is a mystery to me.

I know she married her high school sweetheart. She has three kids and six grand kids. She has a love for Texas that surpasses any cowboy you'd meet out on the open range. She loves to sew, bowl, and play cards with her closes friends on a weekly basis.

Yet when I think of all the minute details and life experiences I've had in my twenty years of existence, I can't fathom what all she's dealt with (good and bad) throughout her seventy two years. What were her hopes and dreams? Did she see any come to fruition? When did she battle with her innermost struggles, and when was she the happiest and most joyful? In hardships, where did she find the courage to press on? How has she seen God work in her life and in her family's?

Though I hope to learn some of these things, I think that's part of the beautiful mystique of us women. In Titanic, the old Rose says "a woman's heart is an ocean of secrets." Indeed.

Regardless, Norma Jean Baker represents the word lady in the finest sense. And I'm so blessed to have her as a grandmother. Happy Birthday Nana!

My Tribute to the Bobby Boys

I worked with these guys this summer with the youth group at First Baptist Church in Conroe and (it's not hard to tell why) we became great friends.  Nathan and Jaymes always make me laugh and are great spiritual encouragers.  When I learned how to upload videos onto my blog, I immediately thought to share with y'all my friends and their creative sense of humor.  This video along with others always puts a smile on my face and I hope it makes you laugh.

The first one is pretty self explanatory, made last year; the second one was made for a Wednesday night service for the youth just recently.  These guys have an amazing ministry going and are such a blessing to the kids at FBC.  Enjoy!

So I Have a Favorite Music Artist

Currently I'm obsessed with Missy Higgins and must limit our time together to the ten minute trips in my car or when she happens to pop up on pandora.com. I've come to the conclusion that while I don't need an Ipod, it wouldn't hurt to start saving up for one.

Until then, I'll remain content and thankful for the two Missy cd's Raquel burned for me. Never have I been so excited to get in the car and go to work or campus or run errands!

If you haven't heard of Missy, (more than likely you have and I'm so just behind the times haha) I highly recommend the sultry sound of the albums Sound of White (2005) and On a Clear Night (2008.) My favorite songs are Where I Stood, Night Minds, and The Special Two. Goodness I don't claim to be a music expert or connoisseur but her voice and piano combination helps me stay relaxed while I'm studying or driving in traffic. So yes I love her and you should too!

Thank you Blaire for teaching me how to post videos on my blog.  My life is now complete! haha :)